Iftar 2014

Since they have been bugging me about this I am finally going to publish the details. Pffft.....

At least this will make them quite about having any other social account online. Heh.

Anyways, the weekend before everyone got busy going back to their home town for raya, we organized a get together to mark such events. I'm here on behalf of all those who helped in getting shit done, would like to thank all those who came. Next year korang buat plak!

Concealed & Caged

Do I look and think about the past? Of course. I always do, and it will never run out of my system of existence. There are lots of things that I could write about in these blank white pages but I know that deep down it will only hurt me more than anything else.

I guess, I am my own anti-therapist.

History

I've had my fair share of battle wounds,

some won, and some loss.

But now I don't know if I'm ready to loose this war.

I've got nothing to say, tonight.

Even if it means the sanity of my future.

Midnight Scare

In this dark place I sat mentally drained,

emotionally demolished,

physically tired.

And yet when I've tried to die,

I just wander back into that hole,

repeating it again and again.

Floating through limbo,

with nothing but anger, frustration, disbelief,

I cry in silence.

Who are you?

I just need the truth,

Who are you?

Imej

"Have you ever wondered how the realisation of your self image reflects your social environment especially where infatuation is concern?" tanya aku.

"Ha?" jawap kawan aku yang sedang memasukkan satu blok berbentuk bulat pada tempatnya bagaikan seorang air traffic controller membimbing kapal terbang mendarat dengan selamat.

"I mean, do you, as time goes by, perceive people differently depending on how you see yourself in the eyes of that person?" sambung aku lagi.

"Ha?" jawap kawan aku dalam kebingungan.

"Say you have a rating system based purely on looks. 10 being the highest while 1 is the lowest. You meet a person that at first you think is a 10 but when you realise that in her eyes your merely a 4 do you consciously lower your ratings towards her?" aku cuba bertanya dengan bantuan contoh.

"Milo." jawap si kawan aku.

"Milo?" kini aku kekeliruan.

Tapi sebelum aku bertanya akan signifikasi milo dalam konteks perbincangan ini, aku berfikir sendirian " Why the heck am I in a day care center."

Lari Pantas

Resting myself from speaking metaphorically, I'm trying to consider on blabbing about raya. Maybe not. Malas. Lets have a synopsis shall we.

A week before raya, most of the guys (and some girls) from Gombak had the annual berbuka beramai-ramai thing. There were like 30 of us there and there would be the Peninsular Residence Hotel. Saup's dad gave him the money to spend it on all of us at the hotel. Gua makan sakan.

Then a couple of days later a handful of us went to bid farewell to Saup effin' early in the morning at KLIA. We lepak-ed at KLIA from 4a.m to 10a.m. Sahur at McD. Kali ni tak sakan sebab bayar sendiri.

Then a couple of days after that just two days before raya, sent my bro off at KLIA as well. Buka at the food court there.

A day before raya headed back to Lipis where we stayed till the 2nd raya. On the 2nd of raya went straight back to Muar and was back home on the 3rd of raya.

fin.

Side note: Saup itu nama pendek untuk Safwan.